Author : Ian

dating in the wading pool

After continuing to work through my emotional barriers, and putting myself back on the dating market a bit in recent months, I have begun to think about ideology and dating. It has always amazed me how picky many are when it comes who makes the cut. Some are so specific about what they are looking […]

forward through the fear

2019 is shaping up to be a year full of major changes for me, and for anyone that knows me, that is some scary shit. I don’t change things up so much and am a model of consistency, and sometimes borderline complacency. So far this year, I have managed to open my heart twice. I […]

choice

I was roughly 20 years old and my girlfriend and I had been dating for about a year or year-and-a-half. She was majoring in business and economics and dreaming of a long career in which she sported pantsuits. I was majoring in music production and dreaming of running the soundboards for major recording artists. We […]

pre-diabetic to plant-based

Growing up I was always what many described as “husky”.  My eating habits were terrible and I was a relatively picky eater, avoiding most vegetation.  I ate what would be considered a heavy meat diet, often gravitating towards fried foods, saturated and trans-fat-laden junk along with simple carbohydrates and processed foods.

apologies of a recovering f#$% boy

I have recently had an awakening of sorts, emotionally.  I have been searching through the origins and manifestations of my life to this point. It is a process that is ongoing, very cathartic at times and very painful in others. I want to share some of what many may consider dirty laundry because I think […]

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